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Book VI
OF THE EXERCISES OF HOLY LOVE IN PRAYER.
CHAPTER IX. HOW THIS SACRED REPOSE IS PRACTISED.
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Have you never noted, Theotimus, with what ardour little children sometimes
cleave to their mother's breast when hungry? You will see them, with a deep
soft murmur, hold and squeeze it with their mouths, sucking so eagerly that
they even put their mother to pain; but after the freshness of the milk has
in some sort allayed the urgent heat of their little frame, and the
agreeable vapours which it sends to the brain begin to lull them to sleep,
Theotimus, you will see them softly shut their little eyes, and little by
little give way to sleep; yet without letting go the breast, upon which they
make no action saving a slow and almost insensible movement of the lips,
whereby they continually draw the milk which they swallow imperceptibly.
This they do without thinking of it, yet not without pleasure; for if one
draw the teat from them before they fall sound asleep, they awake and weep
bitterly, testifying by the sorrow which they show in the privation that
their content was great in the possession. Now it fares in like manner with
the soul who is in rest and quiet before God: for she sucks in a manner
insensibly the delights of his presence, without any discourse, operation or
motion of any of her faculties, save only the highest part of the will,
which she moves softly and almost imperceptibly, as the mouth by which enter
the delight and insensible satiety she finds in the fruition of the divine
presence. But if one trouble this poor little babe, or offer to take from it
its treasure because it seems to sleep, it will plainly show then that
though it sleep to all other things yet not to that; for it perceives the
trouble of this separation and grieves over it, showing thereby the pleasure
which it took, though without thinking of it, in the good which it
possessed. The Blessed Mother (S.) Teresa having written that she found this
a fit similitude, I have thought good to make use of it.
And tell me, Theotimus, why should the soul recollected in its God be
disquieted? Has she not reason to be at peace and to remain in repose? For
indeed what should she seek? She has found him whom she sought, what remains
now for her but to say: I found him whom my soul loveth: I held him and I
will not let him go. [292] She has no need to trouble herself with the
discourse of the understanding, for she sees her spouse present with so
sweet a view that reasonings would be to her unprofitable and superfluous.
And even if she do not see him by the understanding she cares not, being
content to feel his presence by the delight and satisfaction which the will
receives from it. Ah! the mother of God, our Blessed Lady and Mistress,
while she did not see her divine child but felt him within her,—Ah! my God!
what content had she therein! And did not S. Elizabeth admirably enjoy the
fruits of our Saviour's divine presence without seeing him, upon the day of
the most holy Visitation? Nor does the soul in this repose stand in need of
the memory, for she has her lover present. Nor has she need of the
imagination, for why should we represent in an exterior or interior image
him whose presence we are possessed of? So that, to conclude, it is the will
alone that softly, and as it were tenderly sucking, draws the milk of this
sweet presence; all the rest of the soul quietly reposing with her by the
sweetness of the pleasure which she takes.
Honied wine is used not only to withdraw and recall bees to their hives, but
also to pacify them. For when they stir up sedition and mutiny amongst
themselves with mutual slaughter and destruction, their keeper has no better
remedy than to throw honied wine amidst this enraged little people; because,
when they perceive this sweet and agreeable odour, they are pacified, and
giving themselves up to the fruition of this sweetness, they remain quieted
and tranquil. O Eternal God! When by thy sweet presence thou dost cast
odoriferous perfumes into our hearts, perfumes more pleasing than delicious
wine and honey, all the powers of our soul enter into so delightful a repose
and so absolute a rest, that there is no movement save of the will, which,
as the spiritual sense of smell, remains delightfully engaged in enjoying,
without adverting to it, the incomparable good of having its God present.
[292] Cant. iii. 4.
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